I prayed last night, really hard. This morning, I woke up, and the answer was clear. Amazingly clear. I'm happy, which is why I don't like the answer. *SIGH* I need to be not just content, but happy where I am at right now, and I've got to sit back and let the next wave roll in, standing ankle deep in foam, wiggling my toes in the sand, until the time is right.